| Don't give up your day job, Nida |
[25 Oct 2001|04:24pm] |
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I saw in her journal that Selphie was going through some rough times, and decided to head over to her room to give her some emotional support. I knocked on her door, and waited a few moments. "Go away! >_<" "It's me, Nida." She opened the door slowly, and sniffled lightly. I could see a tear rolling down her cheek as she softly said "Hi Nida -_-" with a light wave. "Are you alright?" "No >__< ;_;" "Aw, Selphie, he was being a jerk, it's not your fault." "I feel so horrible about everything ;_;" "You're under a lot of stress, everyone understands." She didn't respond, but just went back to crying.
"...this mission to Trabia sounds great... a chance to rebuild your home. No more bad memories. It's a lot better than that Mad Chocobo extermination mission we went on before!" I said with a nervous chuckle. She just started crying harder than ever.
This 'emotional support' thing is hard.
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| Where would you like to go today? |
[25 Oct 2001|05:26am] |
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I stayed in my room all day today... I think I only came out for breakfast and dinner. I mainly just sat at my terminal and played Bombsweeper and online Triple Triad and looking at other people's livejournals. I pretty much avoided all contact with people -- not like anyone's gonna come to see me. Although, I did make sure the door was locked when Chu-Chu made her 'rounds' around the dorms, so maybe it's partially my fault.
I read that Selphie is going to the beach with Zell... sometimes I wish I had some place I wanted to go. Like, standing there at the wheel of the Garden, and getting some wild idea to ignore Cid or Squall or Xu and go wherever I wanted... but I don't really have anywhere special I'd like to go. Maybe I'll ask Raijin if he knows of a place. He'd probably just say he'd want to go back to Balamb and fish. Where is that boy anyway? What's Seifer and Fujin keeping him up to?
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| Maybe I should just skip dinner and have toast. |
[24 Oct 2001|12:53am] |
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I saw Selphie at the cafeteria today. She came in alone, but started chatting with some Trepies and sat down and ate dinner with them. I know she was looking for someone to go with her earlier, but she didn't ask me... and I'm too shy to ask to sit with anyone but Rai. And I thought she was one of the people so nice to everyone that she'd notice me.
So I sat alone, eating my hot dogs. I was still hungry after a few, so I got up for a second helping and took the last hot dog and a pudding cup. When I got back to my seat, I saw Zell running in looking for some hot dogs. When he found out there were none left, he got angry and started stomping his feet and turned to run back out the door. I was offended! He didn't even come after the person who just took the last one! Who does he think he is ignoring me like that? I got so frustrated that I grabbed my last bit of hot dog and threw it at his back! Unfortunately, it fell quite short, and he completely ignored it on his way out. Selphie shot me a confused look from across the room, and I just shrugged and moved on to my pudding.
Soon after Zell left, Irvine came sauntering in and started chatting with the cafeteria girl. Selphie obviously looked flustered, and quickly finished her meal and left. I thought this might be a good chance to make a mark and do a good deed, and decided to give Irvine a little bit of advice (Rai would be so proud of me). While the cafeteria girl was in the back, I walked up to Irvine and tapped in on the shoulder. He turned to face me and said "Yeah?" I cleared my throat and took a deep breath. "You might not realize it, but the way you flirt with the cafeteria girl is really hurting Selphie. If you want to keep Selphie, you might want to stop flirting with all the girls around here." Irvine looked thoughtful for a second before opening his mouth. "Hm. Who are you again?"
I wanted to throw a hot dog at him too.
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| I am only Special in my Non-Specialness |
[23 Oct 2001|03:08am] |
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Seems everybody is getting one of these LiveJournals... why should I be any different? Probably a good idea too, since I use GFs (like everyone else here at Balamb Garden), with that whole memory loss thing -- why do I junction a GF anyway? I don't do anything worth junctioning a GF for. I'm steering the equivalent of a giant pinto. It could be useful when I take over Garden, but for now it's a waste, and it's frying my brain cells. Maybe I should reevaluate this...
Anyway, Selphie was nice enough to give me her LJ code so I could start this... someone has already used my name already though. *sighs* I can't even have a unique name. I'm not even the only one who has had their relatively unique names taken either!
Selphie just got back from visiting a friend in New York, and now she's hanging out with the Garden Festival Committee. Sometimes I wish I had people to hang out with like that. The only people I really talk to are Selphie when she needs some advice, Squall when he's ordering me around, and Raijin. Ah, Rai... I'm glad we met at the last Festival Dance. We hang out when we can, but his Disciplinary Committee duties keep him busy. We went training the other day, it was nice to have someone to watch my backs with all those Grats around. I also like just hearing him talk. His constant "ya know"s tend to get on everyone's nerves -- especially Fujin's -- but it puts a smile on my face every time I hear it. It's funny, ya know? Ah! Now he's got me doing it!
But thinking about it all, maybe I don't have it so bad after all.
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